I remember as if it was yesterday. The ache in my heart and longing to become a mother. The brokeness as each month would pass. The Miscarriage. The negative pregnancy tests that would sit on the counter as I wept on the bathroom floor. I remember feeling forgotten and Unworthy. Month after Month my womb… Continue reading You are not Forgotten
Do you ever stop and look back on how far God has brought you. Do you ever stop and say "Only God" Do you remind yourself that all that is behind you was simply in preparation for what is before you. Do you see the completion, and the fulfillment of promises over your life. It… Continue reading Raising Arrows
I was writing this post the night I was in the early stages of labor and never finished. So here is Part 1 of Awaiting The Promise. My mind has been flooded with emotions the last few weeks as we await the arrival of our daughter. What a reminder she is of the Lord's faithfulness… Continue reading Awaiting The Promise
To Tell my Story is to tell of His Faithfulness! As this week approaches I am reminded of the journey we have walked through the past 4 years. The journey of infertility. This would have been the birth week of our first child. There will always be moments in life you will never forget. Every… Continue reading He Who Promised is Faithful
Empty Room, Empty Walls, Full Heart. "And with great anticipation we await the promise to come, everything that you have spoken will come to pass, let it be done." The other day my husband and I were cleaning out our spare bedroom, as I sat on the floor I began to weep. I began to… Continue reading I will Not Be Shaken
"Perhaps strength doesn't reside in having never been broken but in the courage required to grow strong in the broken places." Four weeks ago today we walked into the Doctors office to hear the words we never hoped we would hear. I am sorry but there is no heartbeat.... After 3 years of trying to… Continue reading Beauty From Ashes
And if Not, He is still Good.. These words have echoed in my heart for sometime now. A week ago we learned that our first round of fertility treatment was unsuccessful. This was very hard to swallow. Almost a month ago on May 14th, Mothers Day, My husband and I went into the doctor's office… Continue reading And if Not..He is still Good.